Bad Day

Today has been a particularly terrible day. I haven't binged and purged in weeks, but I did today :( I think I just had so many stressors, that it all just boiled over.

I am diagnosed with anorexia nervous purging type. So I do purge occasionally, but I have been doing SO well and eating more AND keeping it down. Then I got a call from my doctors saying that my labs were dangerous blah blah blah. My thought process was like "well if my labs are bad and I've been eating more, then I could probably eat less and they will just stay the same." I fully understand how that is just ED talking, but some days it's just so hard to fight those thoughts away.

I am determined to make tomorrow a better day. I'll update tomorrow :)

I hope everyone had a good day

Beginning

So I've decided that I'm going to chronicle my journey of recovery. So here is a little bit about my back story. My name is Rachel, and I am 21 years old. I have been suffering from Anorexia and Bulimia for about 5 or 6 years. My family and I have decided that it's time for me to get treatment. That's all I have time to explain for now :) I plan on blogging more regularly starting very soon.