Today has been a particularly terrible day. I haven't binged and purged in weeks, but I did today :( I think I just had so many stressors, that it all just boiled over.
I am diagnosed with anorexia nervous purging type. So I do purge occasionally, but I have been doing SO well and eating more AND keeping it down. Then I got a call from my doctors saying that my labs were dangerous blah blah blah. My thought process was like "well if my labs are bad and I've been eating more, then I could probably eat less and they will just stay the same." I fully understand how that is just ED talking, but some days it's just so hard to fight those thoughts away.
I am determined to make tomorrow a better day. I'll update tomorrow :)
I hope everyone had a good day
Rachael, I don't know if you are still struggling but I would like to help you...although I cant help financially now I can help through prayer....prayer and my faith in God in the last 5 years has helped me so much....if you would like me to pray for you daily please let me know and keep me posted on how you are doing...we can email and talk that way as well...a concerned sister in Christ.
ReplyDeleteRacheal I suffer same eating disorder. I been in remission under control after treatment in Tampa fla. Dr Pauline Powers and her husband are serious experts in this arena. I do not know who is asking for money for treatment this is unethical. Your life is in danger. I suggest you call her 727 499 0300
ReplyDeleteRacheal I suffer same eating disorder. I been in remission under control after treatment in Tampa fla. Dr Pauline Powers and her husband are serious experts in this arena. I do not know who is asking for money for treatment this is unethical. Your life is in danger. I suggest you call her 727 499 0300
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